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Stupid.I have to tell you.  You're stupid.  You're blind.  You're ignorant.  You're spiteful.  You're untrusting.  You're so wrong.  You're losing me.  You're letting go.  For nine long months you claimed to love me.  Now because of a simple misunderstanding.  That you're still misunderstanding.  Your love fades.  You never loved me.  Not if it goes away that quickly.  After all you've put me through.  From the time before and now,  I still love you.  And I keep telling you.  You're stupid.  You're blind.  You're ignorant.  You're spiteful. Stupid.
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in Open on 5/9/06
LOOK-A SHATTERED FLOOR-
in Abstract on 2/13/06
-----The pain inflicted.  I can't stand it anymore.  You lied to me.  And shoved me out the door.  When I needed you most.  You left me alone.  I thought I could trust you.  Now your true colors have shown.  I thought I loved you.  I thought you loved me.  But my thoughts were all mingled.  So I couldn't see.  The true you hates.  The real you can't care.  And I can't stand this pain.  So your flesh it will tear.  I'll rip you apart.  Tear your heart in two.  All these things.  I felt from you.  I'll slash your arms.  So you feel my pain.   -----
in Open on 2/1/06
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Journal Entry: Wed Sep 28, 2005, 8:25 AM
The end.
I feel it coming soon.
The end.
It's going to kill me.
The slashes in my arms don't calm me anymore.
The cigarettes and pills don't ease my pain anymore.
The end.
I wish it was sooner than it is.
It seems so close, yet so hard to reach.
The end.
I'll slash my throat and wrists just to bleed in front of you.
You don't allow me to bleed.
I can't die.
You won't let me.
Well, the end.
It's coming whether you want it to or not.
My self inflicted burns and slices don't comfort my tears anymore.
They sear my flesh and bone.
They kill me.
The end.
Why won't it fucking hurry up?
Why can't it just come?!
The end.
It's coming!
The end.
I'm leaving.
The blood is gagging my once precious throat.
The blood is clogging my airways.
The blood.
It's being stopped.
Why did you save me?
I wanted it.
The end.
Now you'll face:
The end.
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  • Current Age: 17...but 18 in 52 weeks as of Feb. 2
  • Current Residence: Somewhere FAR FAR AWAY!
  • Interests: Guitar, boyfriend, friends, guitar, and guitar!
  • Favourite movie: The Nightmare Before Christmas
  • Favourite band or musician: Armor For Sleep, MCR, Hawthorne Heights, MotionCitySoundtrack, Good Charlotte, Lola Ray,Fall Out Boy
  • Favourite genre of music: ROCK
  • Favourite artist: Christen Reese Lassen
  • Favourite poet or writer: Anne Rice
  • Favourite photographer: dont have one
  • Favourite style of art: Macabre and Horror
  • Operating System: Windows 2000 Pentium III
  • MP3 player of choice: I Pod
  • Shell of choice: Hermit Crabs....lol.
  • Wallpaper of choice: BENJI
  • Skin of choice: I tend to cut off skin of certain ogres and burn it. Does that count?
  • Favourite game: Halo
  • Favourite gaming platform: X-Box or PSP
  • Favourite cartoon character: Grim
  • Personal Quote: Lifes a bitch hopefully whatever comes next is better.
  • Tools of the Trade: INSANENESS

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~TheRaptor-Wolfy:iconTheRaptor-Wolfy: Mar 29, 2008, 1:36:42 PM
Woo Hoo!!! I saw that you were on! :D I'm happy now! :D Hows life treating you? By the way thanks for the 4 or so :+fav: 's!!! :D :D :D
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~TheRaptor-Wolfy:iconTheRaptor-Wolfy: Sep 18, 2007, 4:37:38 PM
I MISS YOU:!: :!: :!:

Meg

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~riverbeatle:iconriverbeatle: Feb 3, 2006, 8:32:05 PM
Thanks for the fave. ;)
~Terra-fen:iconTerra-fen: Feb 3, 2006, 3:07:56 PM
Thank you for the :+fav:!

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~LonleyGriselda:iconLonleyGriselda: Feb 3, 2006, 11:03:41 AM
Thanks for the fave...................
~triola:icontriola: Feb 3, 2006, 10:19:53 AM
thanks for the fav! :aww:

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~kikimers13:iconkikimers13: Feb 2, 2006, 7:01:57 PM
I luv you Allie!

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I can't break away from these chains to my heart. The further you push me the closer you are. Maybe I should try to let go...maybe I should try to walk away...there's nothing left to say... -"Is there no truth in Beauty?"-Just Surrender :tears: I miss you
~kikimers13:iconkikimers13: Feb 2, 2006, 7:00:19 PM
Heh heh. I know. My page is sweet. :eyes:

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I can't break away from these chains to my heart. The further you push me the closer you are. Maybe I should try to let go...maybe I should try to walk away...there's nothing left to say... -"Is there no truth in Beauty?"-Just Surrender :tears: I miss you
~FullOfLies24:iconFullOfLies24: Feb 1, 2006, 11:38:00 AM
I took a gander at your page this mornin! Its b-e-a-utiful! I like it tons...I left you a comment too I think

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~kikimers13:iconkikimers13: Feb 1, 2006, 9:53:05 AM
Hey! Look! It's ME!!!!! :eyes:

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I can't break away from these chains to my heart. The further you push me the closer you are. Maybe I should try to let go...maybe I should try to walk away...there's nothing left to say... -"Is there no truth in Beauty?"-Just Surrender :tears: I miss you
~salad7:iconsalad7: Jan 26, 2006, 12:28:30 PM
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ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 8 PEOPLE! IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU'LL KNOW YOU'RE REALLY sexy! IF YOU BREAK THE cHAIN, YOULL BE CURSED WITH UN*SEXYNESS FOR 10 YEARS SO PASS IT HIT WHO EVER YOU THINK IS sexy

(i know im paranoid......SPREAD THE LOVE NONE THE LESS)

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~salad7:iconsalad7: Dec 7, 2005, 9:37:20 AM
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Haha! Got you with a DA snow ball!

It's the start of..... Snow Ball Fight 2005-2006 !!!!
One rule to this game....
You can't hit someone who has already hit you!
Now... go out there and get as many people as you can, before they get you!

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~kikimers13:iconkikimers13: Sep 27, 2005, 9:04:35 AM
ALLIE!! WE HAVE THE WILD ZEERA CALLS OF FEAR!

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I can't break away from these chains to my heart. The further you push me the closer you are. Maybe I should try to let go...maybe I should try to walk away...there's nothing left to say... -"Is there no truth in Beauty?"-Just Surrender :tears: I miss you
~salad7:iconsalad7: Sep 27, 2005, 8:58:02 AM
HEY BUDDAY!!!!!!!!WHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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~LARVA09:iconLARVA09: Aug 28, 2005, 11:40:15 AM
tanx for the fav my friend!!

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~DiyaDeathwalker:iconDiyaDeathwalker: Aug 28, 2005, 10:57:40 AM
Merci pour la :+fav: dans "I Loved You" !!! :cuddle:

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~shivamd:iconshivamd: Aug 28, 2005, 5:21:32 AM
Thanks for the fave :D
~flakmonkey:iconflakmonkey: Aug 27, 2005, 6:23:22 PM
Thanks for the Fav and the Watch.
~kikimers13:iconkikimers13: Aug 26, 2005, 3:16:44 PM
Yes indeed we are Buddays! We are buddays that scare little kids with our wild ZEERA calls of fear!

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I can't break away from these chains to my heart. The further you push me the closer you are. Maybe I should try to let go...maybe I should try to walk away...there's nothing left to say... -"Is there no truth in Beauty?"-Just Surrender :tears: I miss you
~FullOfLies24:iconFullOfLies24: Jul 30, 2005, 12:58:08 PM
we're buddays

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~Hell-in-Hell:iconHell-in-Hell: Jun 13, 2005, 12:36:44 PM
thanks 4 the fav ! =]

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~Solemyn-Fade:iconSolemyn-Fade: Jun 5, 2005, 4:04:44 PM
Hey! I'm very late thanking you for the fav! (Damn my procrastination...I didn't spell that right...I know it...)

But, yes, thank you very much for adding one of my works to your favorites! I'm greatly honored! :)

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~spoo-all-ovayourrame:iconspoo-all-ovayourrame: May 30, 2005, 4:45:32 PM
thanx for the fav

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